Still Life with Completely Normal Amount of Foxes – poems by Jarid McCarthy

Still Life with Completely Normal Amount of Foxes

It’s not June where the painter sits. There are layers of
old figures to sort through,  tinny discs of dented light.
The  first fox  skulks toward  the viewer, blue-tongued
slack.   Its  eyes  are  pearls  or  stamens,   all  oil.   The
painter has  something  tugging  at his  gut.  It’s not yet
time  for  the  third  fox  to settle.  Auburn  glass  in the
hands  of a  thief.  We  come to the  fruit with  softened
gazes:  hollowed melon,  balled-up  petals.  Something
lower   down,   darker,   a   beetle’s   perfect  back,   his
useless   antlers   angled   eastward.    The   paint   has
something   it  needs  to  express  alone.   Twelve  foxes
cross beyond the frame. We’re not easy, the living.

Bronze Vessel with Perforated Basin

I have  three  days  to  pull  myself  together.  There are
stains  on  my   nice   suit  jacket.   There   are   horrible
wounds  on  my  hands.  I have  just a  broken  window
and a birdsong and a bad dream. I didn’t want to keep
spitting   the  sadness   out   into   the  room  with  you,
blotting   the  air  with  those  glossy   ruined  syllables.
What moved  in the  dark  all  night,  only  oranges  on
their boughs.  What if  someone  is  watching  from the
corner  of  the  ring,   blue  and  fierce?  I  know  a  true
magic,   but  not  what   it   wants  from  me.   There  is
something  here you cannot see.  Some quivering  body
bursting open at its dumb seams all at once.

Jarid McCarthy is a poet-playwright and the director of Empty Room, the last spectral playhouse. His work has appeared in Olney, Afternoon Visitor, Foglifter, and elsewhere. He’s crouched somewhere along the Pacific Coast Highway pretending to be trampled poppies.

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